I didn’t actually sleep last night but I got my presentation done. After a lot of wasteful printing credits due to the fact I seem to repel computers/macs anything technological advanced I got my work printed of. I don’t know why but I was just super nervous for presenting and it looked like I was going last by the way we started in the class but that was actually super lucky as during our tea break I got to spray mount my work. I hadn’t rehearsed and was thinking of good points to talk about during my presentation. Obviously this was a terrible idea. I wish I spent just half an hour and wrote out points and structured myself. I was so scattered brained, hyper due to lack of sleep and just basically shaking. I spoke probably too quick and I more than likely had a sudden outburst of thick Northern Irish/American accent (it either goes one way or the other it went the prior this time) so I’m almost certain only TJ understood my ramblings. After what felt like 20seconds I realised I was rambling and tried to wrap things up which resulted in missing out a key point. fml.com but overall I’m just glad it’s all over.
I was getting a tad annoyed that everyone from the first half were sleeping or not paying attention at all for the second half. Like come on we had to sit through yours but I can empathize cause I was totally knackered. It was the 3rd to last presentation and I had thought the boy had finished so I started clapping and just then he opened his mouth again. Why did I have to clap so loud?! I’m so embarrassed and everyone just laughed at me but I feel terrible. I need to still properly apologize tomorrow. It’s not his fault he’s not fluent in English and I bet you he thinks I’m all bitchy now :c I guess it was a bitchy thing to do but I totally didn’t do it on purpose !
After everyone had performed I had the task of tacking my process book together which was a challenge in itself cause I used mountboard as a replacement for a front and back cover. Thank goodness E was there to help c:
Also C she is my guardian angel on this course. I don’t know what I would do without this girl. I love how we’ve now bonded and can confide in eachother. I feel blessed. There aren’t many girls in my class and it’s a relief I get on with them all c: But she helped go get my mountboard and lent me printing credits uck she’s just a star !
So I stayed behind to give my work to my tutor and I got to tell him my point and he actually complimented my presentation saying it seemed well rehearsed and he didn’t realise I was nervous and scattered brained so that’s relief however I asked for positive criticism and he says I need to work on modelling and sketching. That I already know. I guess I just need practice. I haven’t been doing my observationals so N and I have promised ourselves to get some done this weekend so that we don’t have a semester 1 repeat. >W<”
One boo boo I made this morn was forgetting my bb ! I felt so naked and I need to text hubzy … I didn’t want him to feel like I was ignoring him or not being there for him but it’s such a relief to hear the good news !
So I eventually got back to the flat and I as disappointed my package with my P&B haul hadn’t arrived yet. Maybe tomorrow. Fingers crossed. Came back had some food and watched Switched at Birth. Then fell asleep. Didn’t realise TC was in the city today. I was convinced it was next week.
Met up with him after his interview. I’m happy it went well and we went for Krispy Kremes. I wanted to give him a tour of Brizz but he had a plane to catch but he had his first Greggs which I think he enjoyed. Like who doesn’t love Greggs? On my way back to the flat I went into Primark to get bobby pins. They didn’t have any or I couldn’t find them. I as many people know despise Primark. Well the one in Ards and Belfast cause it’s hectic and I feel like I can’t breathe in there. Plus all the clothes are on the floor and it just takes disposable clothing too far. So jealous when people find gems in there. I swear they hide it all when I’m in but surprisingly the Bristol Primark I can more than deal with. Its so masssive and airy and they have lots and lots of staff to clean up so everything is “standardised”. I don’t know like why I’m so like OMG I think it’s cause I was on my own and it wasn’t peak hour so there was hardly anyone in the store. Actually lots of peopl I know rave about finding cute stuff in there and I did actually see a few cute pieces which I was surprised cause like I said before I’m just not a Primark girl but I did end up getting cute socks and undies c:
Got back and watched The Ringer does anyone else watch this show? So freakkking amazing. I lovelovelove it and it’s totally underrated. However the latest episode I just was not expecting that to happen with the mom. Also Juliet Martin goshhhhhh ~ I would kill for her wardrobe. It’s right up my street. Every episode I just love seeing what she’s gonna wear …
Speaking of fashion. I’ve also started to watch Jane By Design and Jane Quinby’s wardrobe is another one I’d die for. Really want to shop now but I need to be god so I can save money for Cali :D
I was s’posed to go out tonight but obvz I’m being a lapper. This is awful ! I’m failing in this spend more time with uni friends/go out more new year’s resolution but in my defence most people are staying in to have a chill night and most importantly sleep so I don’t feel too terrible.
Also watched New Girl cause I’m an atrocious TV junkie. blehhhhhhhhhhhh~
I wanna watch GG but I need to wait for my hubzy mchubster to come back from the gym. That’s another thing should I join the gym? I only have like a month left of this semester. like OMGHHKP ! crazy right? where has first year gone? N told me this on the bus back into the centre and I was like WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW HOLD THE PHONE.
Friday I slept in and missed my lecture which wasn’t great. Tried to do some work to make up for it but mostly lazed about I guess.
That night I slept ever so restlessly and I don’t even know what time I eventually conked out. Kept waking and sleeping again eventually got up with a drained battery. Plugged it in and realised 4pm which is crazy. Plans to work and run went straight down the drain. Plus had to clean up for inspections so went and got cleaning stuff and cleaned like a housemaid. Turns out she didn’t get past level 3.
Went for food at GBK with P. Then there was the dilemma of where to go that night G and the girls decided food and a movie, twas A and the twins’ bday night out so I decided to go to the twins’ preswall and then oceana and then head over to Bunker to wish A a happy birthday. Even though I’m not fond of the place I felt obliged to make an effort due to NYRs and I bailed last week.
Met some crazy ass people. T’was rather asian invasian going on but it was nice. Everyone was tryna guess where I was from which is always hilar.
Went to Oceana but I was outta cash and had to queue forever. Then it was my turn and they sad they were outta tenners. I never drink much when I’m out due to being a feather weight so I thought a tenner would do however they were like want £20 so I was like what the heck and I’m sure I pressed yes but nothing came out so I need to check tomorrow if I got credited. bleh ~ was not happy though cause I hate not having cash on me on a night out. I feel unsafe ! Everyone was being awfully generous and offering to buy me drinks etc too which I felt bad for. Luckily they let me off for being a feather weight cause I said I’d puke haha !
Didn’t get back till 4ish cause P couldn’t walk in her super high heels and by the time we were back I wasn’t even sleepy. Tired definitely but not sleepy. So we decided to photobooth and have a slumber party and watch John Tucker Must Die.
I had every intention to get up at 10:30am regardless of sleeping at 5ish and I actually got up but when P left my 5 minutes more turned to 1.5hours. SHAME. I felt awful in being late for my Starbucks date with J but I got there at 1:30pm and I had Toffee Nut Latte with Whipped cream ! nomnomnom.
It was CNY service and it was combined service also. Praise was good and funny but good. Their enthusiasm was funny but it touched my heart. J was being naughty and making me giggle. We had a talk about Time and how we can’t look back and everything is ever changing. The reassuring thing is God’s love for us is constant. He is the only constant in this ever changing world. After there was dance performance by these mummys and then a bro and sis-in-law sang. Met a few girls and then we had yummy food. After a bit of chit chat I headed back. It was freeeeeeeezing but I enjoyed my walk strangely.
Was s’posed to go to Nandos for the twins’ birthday dinner but I slacked too much this weekend ! I can’t focus. No ideas :c and I can’t sketch. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ I was lying in bed and worrying about workload that I couldn’t sleep so now I’m gonna scribble some ideas down and try and get inspired.
If you’ve lasted this far. iheartyou.
I’ll maybe post some of the night out at a later date when D decides to put our hott ones up keke~
These are the ups and downs of life, love, and everything in between of an insomniac who loves love, fashion, music and everything beautiful.
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