D-Day ~ 

bwehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! i wanna sleeep :c

i overslept …

so now all my plans have been knocked back ! i was supposed to get up early revise and do some errands then sleep early. however imma just revise like a crazy nerd but it’ll be alright just need to do the best i can … i actually woke up at a decent time to bbm and everything but fell back asleep again -____-

i also had a very very strange dream it included my boyfriend, my friend, her uni friend “elise-abeth”, old people, a pharmacy in barcelona and lost bags … oh and escalators !

gonna hop into the shower and then beat down some mechanisms !!

on the up side i’m relatively refreshed ! on the downside it’s another beautiful beautiful day and it’s making me wanna go outside !

realisation …

where the hull did all the time go? why didn’t i work harder during my 3weeks home? instead of faffing about i could be feeling prepared opposed to feeling rather awful. what if i do bad and because of this one exam i fail the module and then in turn fail the year. now that, that would be a mockery and it’s not gonna happen. it can’t

maybe i’m focusing too much on this assignment but it’s a third of the module in which i’m doing not so great in this semester. i need to do well to pull my marks up. right? but then again this module is what 30 credits ie 15 this semester ie 5 credits. is 5 credits that important? i think so. esp. since i’ve probs got 3 out of the ten in the prior. gahhhhhhhhhh~

if only i didn’t have to pass the exam and just get an average of 40%. then i’d be laughing but unfortunately the case isn’t in my favor.

now back to CAD-ing like the nerd i’ve properly become ! 

I’m starting to lack motivation -_-“

someone motivate me please ! bwehhhhhhhhhhhhh~

goal today :

• finish the coursework questions that I have (3 topics worth)
• 2 past papers
• try to finish off the detailing in rhino
• perhaps make a background for the portfolo