D-Day ~ 

bwehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! i wanna sleeep :c

realisation …

where the hull did all the time go? why didn’t i work harder during my 3weeks home? instead of faffing about i could be feeling prepared opposed to feeling rather awful. what if i do bad and because of this one exam i fail the module and then in turn fail the year. now that, that would be a mockery and it’s not gonna happen. it can’t

maybe i’m focusing too much on this assignment but it’s a third of the module in which i’m doing not so great in this semester. i need to do well to pull my marks up. right? but then again this module is what 30 credits ie 15 this semester ie 5 credits. is 5 credits that important? i think so. esp. since i’ve probs got 3 out of the ten in the prior. gahhhhhhhhhh~

if only i didn’t have to pass the exam and just get an average of 40%. then i’d be laughing but unfortunately the case isn’t in my favor.

now back to CAD-ing like the nerd i’ve properly become ! 

“Exams, revision stress!
30 For the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them. 31 But seek his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well.” - Luke 12:30-31 (via thelittleblueteapot)

I’m starting to lack motivation -_-“

someone motivate me please ! bwehhhhhhhhhhhhh~

goal today :

• finish the coursework questions that I have (3 topics worth)
• 2 past papers
• try to finish off the detailing in rhino
• perhaps make a background for the portfolo

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