all smiles despite the gross weather c:

I didn’t actually sleep last night but I got my presentation done. After a lot of wasteful printing credits due to the fact I seem to repel computers/macs anything technological advanced I got my work printed of. I don’t know why but I was just super nervous for presenting and it looked like I was going last by the way we started in the class but that was actually super lucky as during our tea break I got to spray mount my work. I hadn’t rehearsed and was thinking of good points to talk about during my presentation. Obviously this was a terrible idea. I wish I spent just half an hour and wrote out points and structured myself. I was so scattered brained, hyper due to lack of sleep and just basically shaking. I spoke probably too quick and I more than likely had a sudden outburst of thick Northern Irish/~~American accent~~ (it either goes one way or the other it went the prior this time) so I’m almost certain only TJ understood my ramblings. After what felt like 20seconds I realised I was rambling and tried to wrap things up which resulted in missing out a key point. fml.com but overall I’m just glad it’s all over.

I was getting a tad annoyed that everyone from the first half were sleeping or not paying attention at all for the second half. Like come on we had to sit through yours but I can empathize cause I was totally knackered. It was the 3rd to last presentation and I had thought the boy had finished so I started clapping and just then he opened his mouth again. Why did I have to clap so loud?! I’m so embarrassed and everyone just laughed at me but I feel terrible. I need to still properly apologize tomorrow. It’s not his fault he’s not fluent in English and I bet you he thinks I’m all bitchy now :c I guess it was a bitchy thing to do but I totally didn’t do it on purpose !

After everyone had performed I had the task of tacking my process book together which was a challenge in itself cause I used mountboard as a replacement for a front and back cover. Thank goodness E was there to help c:

Also C she is my guardian angel on this course. I don’t know what I would do without this girl. I love how we’ve now bonded and can confide in eachother. I feel blessed. There aren’t many girls in my class and it’s a relief I get on with them all c: But she helped go get my mountboard and lent me printing credits uck she’s just a star !

So I stayed behind to give my work to my tutor and I got to tell him my point and he actually complimented my presentation saying it seemed well rehearsed and he didn’t realise I was nervous and scattered brained so that’s relief however I asked for positive criticism and he says I need to work on modelling and sketching. That I already know. I guess I just need practice. I haven’t been doing my observationals so N and I have promised ourselves to get some done this weekend so that we don’t have a semester 1 repeat. >W<”

One boo boo I made this morn was forgetting my bb ! I felt so naked and I need to text hubzy … I didn’t want him to feel like I was ignoring him or not being there for him but it’s such a relief to hear the good news !

So I eventually got back to the flat and I as disappointed my package with my P&B haul hadn’t arrived yet. Maybe tomorrow. Fingers crossed. Came back had some food and watched Switched at Birth. Then fell asleep. Didn’t realise TC was in the city today. I was convinced it was next week.

Met up with him after his interview. I’m happy it went well and we went for Krispy Kremes. I wanted to give him a tour of Brizz but he had a plane to catch but he had his first Greggs which I think he enjoyed. Like who doesn’t love Greggs? On my way back to the flat I went into Primark to get bobby pins. They didn’t have any or I couldn’t find them. I as many people know despise Primark. Well the one in Ards and Belfast cause it’s hectic and I feel like I can’t breathe in there. Plus all the clothes are on the floor and it just takes disposable clothing too far. So jealous when people find gems in there. I swear they hide it all when I’m in but surprisingly the Bristol Primark I can more than deal with. Its so masssive and airy and they have lots and lots of staff to clean up so everything is “standardised”. I don’t know like why I’m so like OMG I think it’s cause I was on my own and it wasn’t peak hour so there was hardly anyone in the store. Actually lots of peopl I know rave about finding cute stuff in there and I did actually see a few cute pieces which I was surprised cause like I said before I’m just not a Primark girl but I did end up getting cute socks and undies c:

Got back and watched The Ringer does anyone else watch this show? So freakkking amazing. I lovelovelove it and it’s totally underrated. However the latest episode I just was not expecting that to happen with the mom. Also Juliet Martin goshhhhhh ~ I would kill for her wardrobe. It’s right up my street. Every episode I just love seeing what she’s gonna wear …

Speaking of fashion. I’ve also started to watch Jane By Design and Jane Quinby’s wardrobe is another one I’d die for. Really want to shop now but I need to be god so I can save money for Cali :D

I was s’posed to go out tonight but obvz I’m being a lapper. This is awful ! I’m failing in this spend more time with uni friends/go out more new year’s resolution but in my defence most people are staying in to have a chill night and most importantly sleep so I don’t feel too terrible.

Also watched New Girl cause I’m an atrocious TV junkie. blehhhhhhhhhhhh~

I wanna watch GG but I need to wait for my hubzy mchubster to come back from the gym. That’s another thing should I join the gym? I only have like a month left of this semester. like OMGHHKP ! crazy right? where has first year gone? N told me this on the bus back into the centre and I was like WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW HOLD THE PHONE.

#surreal

ps: I didn’t even know parts of england were in a drought ! that’s terrible right? I need to start reading/watching the news more u_u”