i overslept …

so now all my plans have been knocked back ! i was supposed to get up early revise and do some errands then sleep early. however imma just revise like a crazy nerd but it’ll be alright just need to do the best i can … i actually woke up at a decent time to bbm and everything but fell back asleep again -____-

i also had a very very strange dream it included my boyfriend, my friend, her uni friend “elise-abeth”, old people, a pharmacy in barcelona and lost bags … oh and escalators !

gonna hop into the shower and then beat down some mechanisms !!

on the up side i’m relatively refreshed ! on the downside it’s another beautiful beautiful day and it’s making me wanna go outside !

time to call it a night !

going to look absolutely ridiculous shabby and rough when i’m back in the homeland~

spots, bad skin, bad hair + eye bags are the result of CAD and Mechanisms > < “

PS : i <333 powerpuffgirls

[4:52am]

#powerpuff girls #sleep #insomnia #sleep deprived #need sleep #buttercup #bad skin #fugly #complaints #self #rant #cad #uni #design student #stress

realisation …

where the hull did all the time go? why didn’t i work harder during my 3weeks home? instead of faffing about i could be feeling prepared opposed to feeling rather awful. what if i do bad and because of this one exam i fail the module and then in turn fail the year. now that, that would be a mockery and it’s not gonna happen. it can’t

maybe i’m focusing too much on this assignment but it’s a third of the module in which i’m doing not so great in this semester. i need to do well to pull my marks up. right? but then again this module is what 30 credits ie 15 this semester ie 5 credits. is 5 credits that important? i think so. esp. since i’ve probs got 3 out of the ten in the prior. gahhhhhhhhhh~

if only i didn’t have to pass the exam and just get an average of 40%. then i’d be laughing but unfortunately the case isn’t in my favor.

now back to CAD-ing like the nerd i’ve properly become !

I’m starting to lack motivation -_-“

someone motivate me please ! bwehhhhhhhhhhhhh~

goal today :

finish the coursework questions that I have (3 topics worth)
2 past papers
try to finish off the detailing in rhino
perhaps make a background for the portfolo

s’been a while bristol …

I’m back in Bristolia and my superrr long easter break was swell ! I stayed longer than I should’ve, I really should’ve rescheduled my tickets and came back at the start of May like my fwends kept saying but I stayed mainly firstly because I wanted to be home to support and just be there for A and secondly the comforts of home is always tempting. Now I know I’ve put myself in a pickle and maybe I should extend my stay but I think it’ll be okay or I hope. Just need to power on these few days and get the job done and then I’ll see … possibly have a big reflection on it all when I’m back in Northern Ireland and pondering what to do with myself …

I don’t know where all the time has gone ! all of a sudden I’ve been home for 3weeks and I’m heading back to the Land of the English soon ! I haven’t done enough studying nor socializing I honestly dn’t know what I’ve been doing ! I haven’t even been blogging ! I actually do have a lot to blog about but I just haven’t the time or so I feel… but right now I’m gonna focuas on purely studying or well I’m gonna make time for studying … i’ve 9ish day to ace its and then 1st year will pretty much be over offficially and I’ll be off to enjoy an awesome summer and then head on into 2nd year ^^

I can do this .

(via laced-wings)

#self #rant #time #make time #uni #studying #assignments #procrastination

tonight’s gonna be a long long long night :c

i have so much to do.

however i had my final ever mechanisms and structures lecture/tutorial today ! whoop whoop ! not looking forward to the exam at all though :c

blehhhhhhhhhhhhh~

kay !

gotta get all the studio work done for presentation tomorrow.

then after presenting go straight to the work shop to finish off this torch and spray paint and make stickers for radio.

render and do sketches. then sleep and eat mcdonalds.

it’ do-able.

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