Friday I slept in and missed my lecture which wasn’t great. Tried to do some work to make up for it but mostly lazed about I guess.

That night I slept ever so restlessly and I don’t even know what time I eventually conked out. Kept waking and sleeping again eventually got up with a drained battery. Plugged it in and realised 4pm which is crazy. Plans to work and run went straight down the drain. Plus had to clean up for inspections so went and got cleaning stuff and cleaned like a housemaid. Turns out she didn’t get past level 3.

Went for food at GBK with P. Then there was the dilemma of where to go that night G and the girls decided food and a movie, twas A and the twins’ bday night out so I decided to go to the twins’ preswall and then oceana and then head over to Bunker to wish A a happy birthday. Even though I’m not fond of the place I felt obliged to make an effort due to NYRs and I bailed last week.

Met some crazy ass people. T’was rather asian invasian going on but it was nice. Everyone was tryna guess where I was from which is always hilar.

Went to Oceana but I was outta cash and had to queue forever. Then it was my turn and they sad they were outta tenners. I never drink much when I’m out due to being a feather weight so I thought a tenner would do however they were like want £20 so I was like what the heck and I’m sure I pressed yes but nothing came out so I need to check tomorrow if I got credited. bleh ~ was not happy though cause I hate not having cash on me on a night out. I feel unsafe ! Everyone was being awfully generous and offering to buy me drinks etc too which I felt bad for. Luckily they let me off for being a feather weight cause I said I’d puke haha !

Didn’t get back till 4ish cause P couldn’t walk in her super high heels and by the time we were back I wasn’t even sleepy. Tired definitely but not sleepy. So we decided to photobooth and have a slumber party and watch John Tucker Must Die.

I had every intention to get up at 10:30am regardless of sleeping at 5ish and I actually got up but when P left my 5 minutes more turned to 1.5hours. SHAME. I felt awful in being late for my Starbucks date with J but I got there at 1:30pm and I had Toffee Nut Latte with Whipped cream ! nomnomnom.

It was CNY service and it was combined service also. Praise was good and funny but good. Their enthusiasm was funny but it touched my heart. J was being naughty and making me giggle. We had a talk about Time and how we can’t look back and everything is ever changing. The reassuring thing is God’s love for us is constant. He is the only constant in this ever changing world. After there was dance performance by these mummys and then a bro and sis-in-law sang. Met a few girls and then we had yummy food. After a bit of chit chat I headed back. It was freeeeeeeezing but I enjoyed my walk strangely. 

Was s’posed to go to Nandos for the twins’ birthday dinner but I slacked too much this weekend ! I can’t focus. No ideas :c and I can’t sketch. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ I was lying in bed and worrying about workload that I couldn’t sleep so now I’m gonna scribble some ideas down and try and get inspired.

If you’ve lasted this far. iheartyou.

I’ll maybe post some of the night out at a later date when D decides to put our hott ones up keke~

(k. was sposed to post this yday but A called cos he couldn’t sleeeeeps and then i passed out and didn’t get to post this..anywho!) 

i’ve managed to not purposefully wean myself away from tumblr for days ^^

just cos i am so super busy these days. school work. deadlines. university. wild. ><” 

last weekend i had a lovely weekend with the boyfriend cos right now he is recovering from laser eye surgery which means he can’t text nor get on the mac however he can still call me so its coosh and i’ll be seeing him tomorrow today to have dinner with the rest of the family and the extended family seeing as it’s Chinese New Year C:

but last weekend.. 

F r i d a y 

i was s’posed to have sushi with blossom but due to her momma missing her flight we’ve had to stick a raincheck on that for this friday but i know i’ll be too busy with work so now we are rescheduling for the 11th but that’s also three months with the dork so might have to reschedule eek !

anyhow ended up going to Tony Romas with the boyfriend for dinner. i hadn’t been before and people always rave about how good it is and yeah i thought t’was alright. dessert was beaut ^^ nom nom nom.

we decided to share a dessert seeing as A was so full on his main cos i kept feeding him teehee !

and i picked the brownie sundae and it has been a while since i’ve had a good brownie sundae so i was happy <3

 

and then we went shopping for a bit in Vicky Square but the shops close so damn early annoyed me quite a bit.

but we had a nice wee dander window shopping and posing ( well more me going wild on his camera. i want to get my Pentax beast this summer already and be able to just go crazy with it this summer teeeeheee !) C:

dorks <3

So we went to watch Morning Glory. We were going to watch Tangled but boyfriend knows i love McAdams so we went for that. It looked good and seeing as t’was made by the people who made Devil Wears Prada and Notting Hill it’s bound to be good right?  and even though i lovelovelove Rachel McAdams the movie was prettttty crap. it made me want to sleep at one point ><”

like it just went too slow or something? and like A said the “really good part” of movies just didn’t come in this movie and i agree so i think it’s a no go in my opinion.

 

then we went drifting at the odc keke ! 

stayed in the city that night and kinda got a taster of next year. that night boo

S a t u r d a y

boo wouldn’t go to chinese school so she kept attaching herself to me in bed when mom was trying to get her outta bed. made me LOL teeehee ! and we had plots to make mom not make her go but t’was a fail. 

but she seemed to have a good time failing her exam and bonding with D so that was Q.

Mom went out shopping.. Dad went out and i was stuck there on my own ><”

so i watched Pretty Little Liars. seriously my new obsession ! teehee ! good recommendation sulli ! i’m sorry i didn’t start ages when you told me to cos i said it looked not too good ! but jst shows you can’t judge anything ! cos its sooo good ! i’m hooked ! freaks me out tho a bit ><”

then i got picked up to go to yum cha with everyone plus LL SL and the godrents.

then went shopping and then eventually got home and helped bo get ready for her partay whilst i waited for the boyf to show up. then we watched some telly.. went to Tescos came back ate and went back to Tescos to find me a toy cos i’m sucha child eeep !

after mucking about for ages.. like i’m convinced people were giving us shady looks cos it may have looked like we were just loitering about we left with food and mugs and paint ^^

came back and painted some mugs and i nearly burnt the house down whilst making popcorn for shutter island :(

now mom won’t let me live it down.. the fact i can’t use a microwave -_-“

S u n d a y

churchy - K and B’s song was beaut. please record it already.

 then shopping for art materials for my portfolio.

then Little Wings nom nom nom

back to bangoria and we went to the beach to chill then home <3

T u e s d a y 1st F e b r u a r y

-boyfriend got laser eye surgery. scary biscuits.

and now going to head for foooooood !

Happy CNY Everyone *~

properly just living for the weekend. =.=”

motivate me please.

felt super happy and lucky that i could spend the whole weekend with the lovely boyfriend however now i actually feel like a part of me is missing… is that bad? cheesy? uh oh ><: 

F r i d a y  19th  N o v e m b e r

HAZZA POTTER !! woop woop !

School was hectic and tiring and just overly not good especially with the Eyre mock however just kept thinking “Harry Potter Harry Potter” keke~ 

sucha dork.

was beyond xciteddddd ! 

Went driving and it was a really iffy lesson however i got home and the boyf was already there ^^ 

Eventually went into bellyfast and it was s’posed to be a bonding sesh for boo and the dork. Obviously didn’t want it to be 3rd wheel-ness so when she asked if she could bring another wheel i was like “yahhhhhh” seeing as then we’ll make a car.

Having had this all planned at the start of the week thus the bonding sesh got hyped and not going to lie i was slightly disappointed how it ended up. Totally didn’t cross my mind that the others would be heading to Nandos aussi so t’was a genuine surprise when i was informed that morning. However it would really be ridick for us to have to change location right?

Got there and on the way i really didn’t like the fact that they were waiting and all but i really don’t think they were and i knew they wouldn’t know the A team would be joining hence no saved seats for us. Therefore i was so set on us just sitting at a wee table on our own so that LL and MM could properly get to know A seeing as although they’re known each other for ages but not like on friend basis more acquaintance i guess? is that a good way to put it? Anyhow i could tell LL wanted to be with uthies and that is understandable seeing as we hardly hang in a large group anymore. actually i don’t know maybe i just don’t seem to hear of them :s I guess she didn’t realized how psyched we were >.>” i was. ‘cos seeing as she is family and i want her to approve and get to know A ar mah.

But got there and i didn’t mind too much ‘cos i we arrived and the Nando’s kids were like sorting us seats and asking me things and i couldn’t spot her cos she’s so petite and i didn’t get to say like “HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY” !! sat down and spotted her and i was like eek ! really should’ve said it as soon as we got there. It was a weird atmosphere though. Properly felt like we crashed and i know it shouldn’t have. Like these guys are my YGfamily right? “Family” being the keyword. And to be fair i did say i was unattending the movie ‘cos the boyfriend is ever so efficient and ordered our tickets wayy in advance ! Turtles when A rested his arm on the seat next to him as dudes do and AF came over to grab his jacket to shimmy up =.=”

After ordering and the long wait for the food began… during that A and i were like crap! Really should’ve said a proper greeting to the birthday girl but now it would be awkward. SO when AF left i jumped into his seat to have a wee chat with F but i feel i may have frightened her or like i don’t know like i always complained about how i feel she doesn’t like me and i’ve been thinking…. i get the impression cos she makes abso. no effort with me and she’s ever so nice to boo and i’m like wth?! and little events and it all builds up like recently the Republic incident par se…but like from the very start. but then i kinda accepted the fact that sometimes you just don’t click with everyone which i admit was hard for me ‘cos i’m really not used to people not liking me. pahahahahaha i sound so big headed. however as a Christian and as a Sister in Christ i felt even though it might not get me anywhere.. well not soon anyways esp. due to the circumstances but hopefully there will be a breakthrough sometime in the future and we can be “tight” ‘cos i think she is lovely and i know she is.. i just don’t understand why there’s that barrier… am i intimidating or something? cos i went to give her a hug and like you know usual i guess bubbly self kinda chat.. and she kinda like froze and i was like EEK am i making it awkward? she really doesn’t like me… sorta things going through the mind but meh ! i’m going to try and be nice irregardless..cos her “not liking” me well i actually don’t know but her giving me the vibes she doesn’t want to be my friend makes me not want to be hers but maybe there’s the slight chance it’s ‘cos i think she’s giving them vibes hence why she is..? or she just doesn’t like me.. maybe our starsigns clash or something silly like that?

But the fact that AF actually bothered to go pick up E is cute..but it also makes me wonder if he just wanted to get hull outta there?! the rest of the uthies weren’t tres welcoming either like i guess it is understandable and i don’t know if it was actually awkward for AF and Sai Lo loves him so i knew he wasn’t going to warm towards A :( but meh ! they’ll love him when they know him better.. but properly felt like there was a wall between us and the rest which is why i don’t understand why we didn’t sit on our own cos it would be minus awkwardness but maybe i’m the only one that felt it.. well it wasn’t awkward.. “awkward“‘s the wrong word cos it’s never really awkward when i have A by my side :) i got paranoid cos i didn’t think ar mui, kg, hari etc liked A being there cos AF is her biological brother, good friend. i can’t really expect them to be a-okay with A at first but like i also don’t think they would be petty like that would they? hmmm…T just has issues and i don’t really have time to care and i’m n my happy bubble these days… 

ANYWHO! enough of my pathetic whining…

but i think LL and MM liked our riddles and small chat or else they were being polite =.=”

however was just superr glad i could leave with A :)

 

i am too good at taking photos of us =.=”

however thought this was “tumblr worthy”

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows is a proper roller coaster of emotions.

 

i was going to post the poster but this is cute..they’re all so grown up now.

Ron Weasly mmmmhmm ! :P 

And i love how it didn’t disappoint at all can’t wait to see the 2nd Part and then both of them together keke~   

Properly convinced we will have a HP marathon before the last part comes out though ^^

Surprised there wasn’t the house gathering back at LL’s and Sai Lo’s.. i was actually looking forward to it.. wanted the uthies to meet A properly in a casual atmosphere but ahk well. 

Before hand went into town.. Belfast nightlife sucks. Makes me miss HK baby.

We brought DD home.. and it wasn’t awkward at all.. kinda cute when DD and boo fell asleep and i took sneakky shots muahahaha keke~

sleeeepytimes were good :)

S a t u r d a y  20th  N o v e m b e r

got up properly at 3pm. =.=”

i know.. i am aware that it is completely ridick. i blame acheung >.>”

then attempted some work and mother invited the boyfriend came for dinner even though she didn’t actualy eat with us cos she’s so caught up with her TVB dramas but boo joined us and t’was nice.

we caught some of the bangoria fireworks from home and then went to continental fair opening ^^

bumped into quite a few peoples and met up with the girlfriend, blossom, twinny and the other boyfriend so that was lovely. also saw marshmarsh and GJ out for the first time like all coupley and cutesy which was adorable ! i like them keke remember sharing the motherly feeling with blossom.. “our marsh marsh is all grown up !!” even though really marsh marsh is my daddy.. uh oh! this means he can’t clean me up when i get tres silly and messy at “gatherings” but it’s okay cos A can come save me hopefully keke but lovelovelove how the crew approve of A and actually properly lub him keke~ why can’t my asian friends be like that welcoming ? i actually get embarrassed =.=”

but my “white” friends okay now this just sounds racist eek ! i promise it’s not meant to ! ><” are just so much more easily to approach i guess seeing as we’re all insane.

like i properly think other people who don’t know our group well must think we’re really weird… do we care? ofc.. NATT. nene ~ love y’all.

this photo makes me LOL ^w^

shhhhhhhmile ^-^

but we ate churros and dutch pancakes. churros are no disneyworld but dutch panckes are beaut ! nomnomnom <3

keke <3

got home and watched telly with the boyf well Online TV and little things like that just make me smile.. just you being there makes me happy (cheeeeeeeese)

Ps we need to finish Remember Me !

PPS i got my eskimo hat ! thankyou thankyou and i got purrdy flowers ! i’m soo spoilt

><” but the flowers made me think..when we were in the car and you said you never got “blah blah” any well i thought how i’ve ever only got them from boys who are friends and not my boyfriend so to speak as ‘so and so’ never did but i guess i don’t know maybe..quote: “i wasn’t worthy” har har =.=”

S u n d a y   21st   N o v e m b e r

i like kinda love waking up and seeing the boyfriend ^^ 

okay i’ve decided i properly need to learn to cook.. it’s rather embarrassing =.=” but breakfast made by boyfriend was beaut. nom nom nom.

really glad that i could go to morning service with chu and i actually really really really wanted you to just stay for praise but it was just awkward. glad that the canto service was good !

but praise was just overwhelming and beautiful.

don’t know if it was coosh for me to sit with KC when AF was sitting there on her side but i don’t think ‘cos he’s not on speaking terms it should stop me from praising with my sister but the scowl.. really is it necessary? i don’t know what to do. like i think a cat maybe is in need but i’m too scared and right now i think a cooling period is good so all i can do i guess is pray for him. even though it kinda hurts to be blanked and what not but i know it will be okay soon ^^

went to the continental fair AGAIN cos boo hadn’t went so we brought boo and J. was sposed to meet up with others too but that was quite the fail.

had more dutch pancakes and german hotdogs mmhmm !

my purrrdy baby sisters <333

bumped into S and immediate “damnnnn crap.” feeling but luckily it was okay ! i just love how she is properly one of my unofficial life coaches keke ! she was with A’s crush and i don’t know if i was sposed to small talk with her too even though i don’t really know her that well at all but S was babbling away and it made me realize how much i had missed her ><” catch up needed !

On the way out of the fair though en route to coffee there was a flash like a camera flash and it is totally human instinct to look up and see who snapped oui? looked up and it was this chinese couple at first glance i thought it was just a random couple.. cos seriously Belf is now full of chinese people that i don’t know ! so weird. it doesn’t feel like a close knit community no more.. feel like i know no one nowadays haha but then walking towards the couple i saw it was gorgor’s friend and this chick.. chick turned out to be someone i knew too.. but she was digging into her bag and avoided us or did it seem like we avoided them? hmmmm… kinda sad how we used to be friends and now it’s awkward. well i don’t actually know if it is? it should be but i don’t really feel it but is it for her? ahhhk i remember our sundays though in chink school and it was us three, YEA that would just go round and catch up on the week. i’d actually love to properly catch up with E and Y but i don’t know.. i guess we’ve distanced due to i don’t even know.. me leaving chink school? mm gee ar.. but i saw E and i’s teep gee serng and i felt a bit EEK ! miss you girl !

had coffee and a little mini AP sesh with J.. still feel we need a proper one.. i’ve so much to say/rant/ask and i just feel awful that i haven’t been encouraging girl ! sorry ar mui ! i’m sucha wick AP these days =.=”

dropped them (A&J) off to SameHappy

then S’bucks.

picked boo up and hey were all leaving when we arrived and turtles were flying all over but meh ! i’m learning to not care … is that bad?

my mommy and daddy are really happy ‘cos i’m really happy these days.. start of 2010 was pretty much a dismal but things are definitely looking up now that i have chu keke~

PS love how you can open up to me about your fam and everything… i’m really, really grateful cos i know we can talk about and share whatever cos i trust you and love you leafy. don’t leave me. okay? haha   

 

okay. we shouldn’t be let out in public =.=”

proper hilar tho pahahahahahahaha ~!*