realisation …

where the hull did all the time go? why didn’t i work harder during my 3weeks home? instead of faffing about i could be feeling prepared opposed to feeling rather awful. what if i do bad and because of this one exam i fail the module and then in turn fail the year. now that, that would be a mockery and it’s not gonna happen. it can’t

maybe i’m focusing too much on this assignment but it’s a third of the module in which i’m doing not so great in this semester. i need to do well to pull my marks up. right? but then again this module is what 30 credits ie 15 this semester ie 5 credits. is 5 credits that important? i think so. esp. since i’ve probs got 3 out of the ten in the prior. gahhhhhhhhhh~

if only i didn’t have to pass the exam and just get an average of 40%. then i’d be laughing but unfortunately the case isn’t in my favor.

now back to CAD-ing like the nerd i’ve properly become ! 

I’m starting to lack motivation -_-“

someone motivate me please ! bwehhhhhhhhhhhhh~

goal today :

• finish the coursework questions that I have (3 topics worth)
• 2 past papers
• try to finish off the detailing in rhino
• perhaps make a background for the portfolo

Life is now good. 

i apologize for being so emo and everyone i snapped at. can’t believe i let myself cry at uni but it’s okay. cause all my uni friends are so lovely i feel so blessed to meet this bunch.

now just can’t wait for sunday baby ! 

edit: by candlelight I got two sketches done in an hour !

are there any CAD jockys out there that’s willing to help me model a drill!? bwehhhhhhhh~

bore.com

the pain is that installing it onto my macbook is a challenge already !